Blahg #2 - "The Power of Music, and the Power of Power."

So. I am finished my evening album session, and tried to go to bed, but here was this blahg, screaming to get out. Floodgates much?

So. In the mornings I get up. I get like some coffee. I usually get to chill with the fam before they head out to their days. I smoke a bowl. Then I like to spend an hour or two doing something that makes me feel awesome, that feeds my spirit. Gives me the warm fuzzies, like.

Sometimes I write my Aunt an E-mail, or call her. I'll do a little facebooking with my far away but ever present heart-wise budlets who are scattered around... everywhere. I'll write in this book I keep. I'll write in this other book I keep. I'll sit. Yep, just sit in the peaceful living room, and be. And have my coffee. All depends on what I need to get me in that place of joy and connection. And then I work on the album. A lot. I have no worries and no required goals. I revel in the joy of this music which is coming together as if by magic.

It might be evident to you why I am the happiest girl on earth. But there might be something else far less evident.

Cats and kittens say to me "Amber, it is so easy for you to love your job, on accounta it's sweet. If you had my job, you'd hate it. Cuz I hate my job. You're doing music and stuff. Of course, it's easy for you to love."

But what you don't get is, when I first felt this way, loving my job, truly loving it, loving each day of it- I had a job that I hated. At some point though, I decided I was gonna love it. That now was when I was gonna be happy. So I looked for everything good, big or small, that happened in every day. I was nice to everybody and found ways to be sweet. You might be all, Amber, you're nice tho.

But you don't get that I didn't used to be.

What I'm saying is *exactly* this:

If tomorrow, you start to love that job you hate. That person that annoys you? Be nice to them. That dude who is always asking you to work harder and has that shite attitude? Smile at him and work harder. Every little thing that goes right in your day, be grateful for. If you do it and do it- do you know what would happen? You would lose that job. Yep, the very circumstances of your life would gradually start to shift and change. First you'd realize you were happy at this job you used to hate, hmm. You'd work a bit harder and that boss would lay off and you'd be like- woah. I know I know, you hate the work right? Follow me, here. Act like it's the most important thing you've ever done to the best of your ability. Then do this and do this. Soon the environment really gets to rockin. Cause you are vibrating loving your job so much that 'you just can't do this shite work any more', vibrates the Universe. And then then the big circumstances would start to change. You would lose that job. Opportunities would come up. Then more. And better ones. And as you spent your time more and more how you wanted to, you would figure out more and more how you wanted to spend it. But it doesn't end there.

If tomorrow you start to love those people all around you. The lovers and friends who aren't good enough? The enemies you just can't get out from under? The people whose very presences annoy you? Well, if tomorrow, you started being loving toward -them- always, with complete disregard to how they acted toward you, and started just looking at how you could be the best you can be in each one of those relationships, if you loved them and loved them and loved them, a funny thing would start to happen. Can you guess what would happen? First all the relationships in your life would improve. Some of those people around you I know you really hate, but follow me here. You love them the way you love the people you love the most right now. A person sees a side of you they've never seen, and drops a side of them you've never liked. Suddenly your expectations of having good times with people leads to... good times... with those people. Then the very circumstances of your life would start to shift and change. Yes, the physical, all around you, the whole world around you, would alter to support this new look you had on life, this new way you were choosing to see it. Shift, change, shift, change- then sooner or later the big ones would start to happen. 'This person isn't meant to be in your life, but this one is' vibrates the Universe. But the changes would seem natural and not painful like you think they would be now. Some relationships would get better and better, and some would end, new ones would begin. It would just happen. And sooner or later, you'd find yourself surrounded by people you couldn't help but love, and people who are incredibly loving to you, and of you.

And you can apply this to anything you want. Another huge one is feeling rich when poor. I feel rich, I'm poor. I'll let you know when I'm rich so'n you can see how it worked again. It's not going to be long.


Cuz this is exactly fucking how it works. I can absolutely promise you beyond a shadow of the doubt that this is the way it works. You vibrate, the world responds. All of it, without any limit on what can be done, in any area, if you are only willing to vibrate it- NOW. And whether you believe it or not, my life is proof.


Just remember. I vibrated first. I stand here understanding that anyone, no matter what they have been through in their life, no matter where they are, can do the above, and alter their Universe forever.

Or not. It only matters to you.



Going to go to bed and get up and work on the album, which is coming together just like magic, and getting better and more incredible every day...


Love,

Amber


P.S. Around that time I also decided that my whole life and everything in it came together just like magic, and would get better and more incredible every day...