Friday, October 28, 2011

Blahg #13 - "So, Where's my Stuff?"

"So, Amber. You keep saying how we can have everything we want, and all we need, and the Universe is full of abundance. So, where's my stuff? Surriously?"

Yes, friend, it's true, and you can see it with your own eyes, that there is stuff in large quantities everywhere. There is everything, in fact. And lots of it.

But you may not yet see that there are literally gifts for you everywhere, all the time. That these gifts are literally created and tuned to your want for them, meaning they pefectly match your heart's desire because they are born of them, and created of them. And that the Universe offers these gifts to you always, with open arms, with unimaginable generosity, whether you notice it or not. All the time. In big ways and small. On accounta it wants you to have everything your heart desires, Life does. Desires which, on their most basic and most complicated levels, Life knows and understands better than you do. Because God, or whatever name you want to give Life and Love, sees you as uber special, and super, duper worthy of anything at all that your sweet, adorable, awesome little heart could ever desire- however trivial. Just cuzza how you want it. And how it would bring you joy. Believe it or not. But it's the not that's your issue.

You see, there is a great "keeper awayer." There is only one thing that can keep this unlimited flow of abundance out of your reach.

You.

And most of us are doing it all the time without knowing it. Fear and worry. What you choose to believe. The great "keeper awayer" of everything your heart, soul, and very being truly desires- You.

I hope that you can see that this is an eventuality. This keeping away. Meaning, if you do decide to worry or fear, and it really is a choice, your choice- even if there is no reason to worry, but more than that, even if there *is* a reason to worry, even if there *are*, many reasons, all valid seeming, to worry- I hope you can see that your choice to worry is equal to a decision to keep away the miracles that could heal the very situation you are worried about. The endless provisions that life will make for you in all the areas you are worried about. Miracles only Life could ever possibly imagine, cuz they're that cool. Our extremely limited imagination is what makes us feel that *any* situation is hopeless. We are so powerful, though, that our decision that it is hopeless is what stands for us. It changes the outcome. It rings out into the universe and holds up the barriers and illusory "problems" and feeds them, and strengthens them. You can choose to worry or not to- there is no judgment. But know that no matter what happens or will happen, ever, your worry and fear will keep away the miracles that could heal these situations for you, as long as you hold onto them. And definitely will not contribute to the things you want to happen, happening.

So, what do you want, and need?

A frantic feeling need or want, one coming from fear, is never a real declaration of, or ask for, what you need or want. It is a desructive force disguised as an ask. This need/want in itself contributes to lack. The illusion of lack. Meaning if you desperately declare "I need love" in a way that feels bad to you, then this is in fact a declaration of an existence of a lack of love, as it is a feeling which is clearly based in a belief that there is a lack of love in you. In truth you are whole and do not -need- anything. In truth you are made of Love.

Life is for enjoying. And the whole universe wants for and stands behind our absolute joy in our experienes. Your gifts, the things which are inherently provided to you, are the things that are a perfect expression of life which is an expression of god which is as you can imagine, is a pretty damn awesome feeling. A dream that you have that makes your heart sing is such an expression. A need that you have which is vital to your joyous, harmonious, and healthful experience here are surely these also. No one can tell you what desires feel right for you, and are surrounded with the light and love of divinity, but you sure can feel it. Don't doubt your ability to feel it.

This is the stuff you push away by worrying about it, or noticing an illusory "lack" of it, or believing there isn't enough of it to go around, or believing you don't deserve it, or feeling guilty about having it. Feel guilt when people give you things, or help you? How about when people compliment you or show you love? Feel discomfort in those situations? You are keeping away your gifts. In *many* more areas than you realize. This attitude rings out as belief, and it shapes all areas of your experience.

Feel fear about your money? Dread looking at your bills and account statements? Wonder how you could ever surmount these financial obstacles? Feel like you just can't catch a break? Feel like you just can't get ahead? Worry about your next meal? Feel that you have to steal to survive? You are keeping away your gifts. I hope you can see that money represents an exchange of abundance and is therefore included in every way in what Life wants for you. Trust that your dreams deserve to be supported by the greatest force imaginable. Seeing money as something that is difficult to obtain, or *something that you must sacrifice your happiness in order to earn*, just makes that true for you. Understand that. A shift in belief is literally all that is required to change your financial situation. A shift in belief can mark the beginning of you contributing your god-given, life-given talents, which we each have, to this world- and of you being financially compensated for these, *your gifts to life*. Which it receives with joy, also.

In turn.

Someone who knows that everything they need which they don't already have will be provided to them in perfect timing is always at peace regardless of the circumstances. Someone who knows, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that their dreams will be given to them, and in better and more perfect fashion than even they could imagine, is full of joy and enthusiasm for life. Someone who understands the value of their talents and of their presence, and the joyous and important contribution they make in this world will give joyfully, in many ways and areas, always. Someone who understands that their financial needs will always be met never worries about money. Someone like this is happy, feels secure in every moment, and is just super excited for every moment of the journey to get there. No matter what those moments contain.

Become this person, and I promise you, you'll get your "stuff."


Lots of love to you, cats and kittens.


-Amber

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